German lessons

A new country means a new language, which I'm not all that excited about learning. But I've realized that in order to adapt and fit in, a grasp of the local dialect is indispensable. So I've started taking German lessons.

To date, I've had four classes. My tutor, Floria, is nice, patient and has a unique teaching style that has helped this non-proficient language student. She also has this strange idea that I enjoy this learning and has no problem loading me down with stacks of flashcards to learn each week -- I think I'm up to 100 new verbs in just the last 2 lessons! I wish I could say I was a studious person when it comes to German, but I'm not. Most of the time I can be found "cramming" the few hours before she arrives at my house, or the night before. For now, that's been as good as it gets.

However, as my homework pile grows, this cramming style of study is not going to cut it; my study habits are in desperate need of a kick start. So on Saturday I decided to start studying on Sunday for class on Wednesday. Granted, it's not much time, but it's better than what I was doing before, right? Plus, I thought to myself, it's not like I'm paying for the class anyway; that's been paid for by the company. As only God can, He immediately whispered to me, "Your life was also paid with a price. Are you living it in the same way?"

The thought jolted me.

The Bible declares that I "was bought at a price...redeemed from the empty way of life with the precious blood of Christ, a lamb without blemish or defect" (1 Cor 6:20;1 Peter 1:18-19). If my life has been paid for in this way, then I have to regard it above "just getting by". Too often, however, I don't. I am usually willing to settle for mediocrity rather than the abundant life Jesus offers (John 10:10), or I will offer myself until the pain threshold becomes more than I feel comfortable with. As with poor study habits, this kind of life yields weak results.

If I want to have the life Jesus died for me to have, or be all that God wants me to be, then like my German studies, I have to change some of my habits. For me, God has shown me that I need to be a child that truly believes and sets no limits on what He can do; to recognize the Power that is within me; to cleanse myself from the ignoble so that I can be an instrument for noble purposes; and to give myself wholly to the gifts He has given me. When God shows you how to live beyond "just enough", He's calling you to an act of obedience. Will I answer the call? Will you?

As unenthusiastic as I am about taking German lessons, I'm grateful for the way God has used them to touch my heart. I want all God has for me in this life and I know now that "just getting by" doesn't get me there. I'm going to have to give a little more than what I would like, but I know that there will be great reward when my journey is complete. It's a journey that's been paid for us all. How are you living it?