What I Learned

I tore open the package, anxious to get to the contents inside. I had waited 3 weeks for this to arrive, and now the time had come. As I pulled out the 3-ring binder, a feeling of delight overwhelmed me as I realized that in my hands was the 2-year program that would help me fulfill my dream of becoming a writer. I read through the table of contents and dreamed of all the great stories and articles I would pen as I learned the necessary "essentials" towards becoming the next, great American novelist. I couldn't wait to get started, and excitedly began the first lesson.

Twenty-six months later I uttered a sigh of relief as I clicked the "Send" button of my email and handed in my 50th, and final, lesson of my writing course. Don't get me wrong, it was an insightful course that helped me see that writing is more than just a few good ideas, a blank piece of paper, and a nicely sharpened pencil. No, writing - and writing well - is so much more.

But that's not all that I learned over that long time span. God showed me a lot about myself and about reaching my goals, things that I know I will carry with me for a very long time. I thought I might share them with you here today:

1. Discipline is necessary. Yes, it's that ugly word rearing it's head again, but unfortunately, it's true. I had to discipline myself to glue my rear to the chair and work. The work wasn't just going to produce itself magically, no matter how many times I prayed that it would! I had to force myself time and time again to work on a lesson and do what was required of me. There were many times I wasn't always that disciplined, but on those occassions when I allowed myself to be disciplined, there was great reward. No one likes discipline, but discipline is the bridge between goals and accomplishments. As author Jack du Brul wrote, "There are a lot of people who would love to be authors without the slightest idea of how much work is required. Discipline is the key." It doesn't matter what our dream may be; if you and I want to get reach it, then we have to learn to embrace discipline because only discipline will get us from where we are to where we want to be.

2. Sacrifice is required. This one was a huge struggle for me. I didn't want to sacrifice my time, my joy, or my opportunities sitting behind a computer trying to complete a lesson every other week. I can't tell you how many shopping trips, lunches, or get-togethers I had to miss out on because I had to write. Not to mention the reading, TV watching, and scrapbooking that I wanted to be doing! But I sacrificed. Why? Because "one doesn't discover new lands without consenting to lose sight of the shore for a very long time'' (Andre Gide). If I had dreams of hearing Oprah announce my name and my book as her next book club read, then I had to sacrifice those pleasures and work. Was it wanted I wanted? Of course not! Did I enjoy it? No! But in the end, the sacrifice paid off and now I can enjoy all those things that I formerly turned down without guilt and with much more joy!

3. A fruitful harvest requires faithful service. There were many lessons that I had to dig deep within myself to produce an answer for a required assignment. I can't tell you the number of hours that were spent just sitting there trying to think of something to write! I remember one evening I was working in my office and Clint was reading a book next to me. After 10 minutes of just sitting there he asked me, "Are you going to do anything besides sit there?" My reply? "It's not that easy dear!!" I could have written anything and turned that in, but how would that have benefited me in the long run? If we want to see a fruitful harvest with anything we endeavor to do, then we MUST be willing to give it 100% effort. Yes, I might have wasted time trying to write the "perfect" dialogue or character analysis, but I know how to do that well now and maybe somewhere down the road, that will pay off because anything worth having is worth working for. Do you want to see a dream fulfilled? A marriage improved? A goal reached? Then prepare yourself to WORK.

4. Finally, never give up. I can't tell you how many times I wanted to give up and I almost did! I had too many lessons left to complete before my deadline and I was miserable trying to finish them all in such a rush. When there were more lessons for me to do than there were days on the calendar, I put my hands up and said "I'm done!" I honestly didn't feel like doing it anymore and I wasn't sure that it would ever really pay off anyway. But my stubborn husband and expectant children wouldn't let me drop out. What many of us fail to realize is that like discipline, endurance is a word that may have to learn to add to our vocabulary. Sadly our emotions can lead us to believe that we can't continue what we're facing and if we're not careful, we'll let ourselves be deceived by those emotions until our thoughts fester in agreement with them and our actions have no other choice but to follow suit. Then we find ourselves giving in and giving up. I can't tell you how many times towards the end that I had to glue myself rear to my chair (yes, I know I've said that already but I want to really make a point here - not a visual, but a point!) and tell myself, "Come on Liana, just one more time!" And each time I said it, I got through one more lesson until the golden number came up. I know it's easy to want to do it - but please, DON'T GIVE UP!! As Paul said in Galatians 6:9, "Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up." It's true! How do I know? Because right around the time I was wanting to give up, I received an email saying that one of my articles had been accepted for publication! If it can happen for me, it can happen for you too!

I may not know what it is you hope for or where you are on your journey to reach it, but I do hope that the lessons I learned can help you take another step down that road today. It will take discipline, sacrifice, effort, and endurance but I know you can do it! You may not think you can, but as Henry Ford once wrote, "Whether you think that you can, or that you can't, you are usually right."

I believe in you and God does too, so go for it!!